How does is feel when you love somebody - wholeheartly?

I am not sure if I found the answer or it is real how I feel but when I am with him, my worries gone. 

I smile when I think of him. I love the way he act silly in front of me. I love the way he pamper me. The way he kiss and tingle me. When we kiss I still feel the spark. When we hug and look into each other eyes, it is like no one else was there in this world but us. 

Yes we have our downside. We fight and argue a lot recently. For almost a year, we are still in the same topic. His quick temper, my sharp tongue. We both always said the meanest things when both of us were angry. We both know we don't mean it but yet whatever came out just came out. 

It hurt me when he said "I am who I am. I couldn't change and you know it" 

And it hurt him when I said " Had you ever love me? Have you even be serious in this relationship?"

It is funny because we both know how much we love each other. We know because we can feel it and the way we kiss prove everything. Despite that we still manage to hurt each other so badly that I wish I had never met him before (when I was still very much angry with him). 

I understand there will be arguments and disagreement. And it is because we care thus we argue. We want the best options for both. I will try to be more patient with him....and he had to learn how to control his quick temper. 

Lazy Monday

Nothing much. Just that I had a swollen eye today and ended up didn't go to work. Seriously my eye was swollen like a red egg~ since last month and it keep on recurring. I should have go and see a doctor!

Need to go to "magat" shop near my house later. Why it is call "magat" shop? I hit the backside of his car the other day and now my bumper spoilt and car door can't open properly. Haih..I am so CLUMSY! 

Hope it wouldn't cost me a bomb la!

Reupdate
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Eye swollen - cost me RM45
Car fix - cost me RM180 (bumper & side door)

Damn~

Found a good link on how to cure swollen eye lid. You might want to check it out here. Meanwhile, I am just going to take a nap.

First day auditing

Second week of job...but I seem like I had been working here forever. Work is fast pace, everyone is so busy working on their own. There are few different projects everyone...gonna to learn really fast to be able to catch on. 

Anyway, this week is my 1st time auditing. By mean of auditing is not those as in account or company's account. I am auditing people here or to be more accurate my BAs (Brand Ambassadors). 

Every week we had few BAs working for sampling at major hypermarkets or pharmacy. I was routed to Wangsa Maju area (Ampang, AU2,Ulu Klang) with my HR manager. 

Man, was I ever tired? I am like trying samples after samples, taking to promoter after promoters, testing their knowledge, their skills, their service etc. By the 3rd outlets, I was like "One more cup of coffee, I am going to vomit soon". And my back was killing me!

In my previous job, it was totally different. I used to visit outlets such as pubs, bistro, eateries and drink beer for free till I actually wouldn't drink at all at the outlets. Now it was like Tesco, Giant, Jusco....haha completely different. Nevertheless, it was a good experience. Next two week I am on my own, I guess it should be better. 

This is how sampling BA look like 

Suppose to go to BBQ afterward with him but at the end I didn't go. Yes, we had a fight..again. We had another fight a day before, yesterday and the day after. Three days in a row! My goodness, I am getting tired on this! 

But I am still with him now after all the big fight. Sometime I ask myself, it is worth it? What I am doing now with him? 

OverTime @ Scott Garden

Tesco Scott Garden located in Old Klang Road, is finally opened last week. We went there on Friday but most of the shop lots had not fully open. Tesco is giving out free Club Card as well but there are too many people we ended up did not go inside. 

Instead we went to OverTime, the latest addition to Scott Garden. I actually kinda like OT. They are selling Starkers, German beer which is quite popular among OT goer.

I personally like it because of its stronger aroma and not-so heavy taste. 

On top of that they are having promotion from 7pm-9pm where you buy 1 pint to get 1/2 pint for free. The beer barrel is kinda cute for a gimmick. You actually have to hammer in the pipe to the mini barrel before you open it :)

Address: OverTime @ ScottGarden, Old Klang Road